Short Hiatus from Love :)

P.S.: This is by no way a “revenge” post : )

Finally my leave will be finished today. Made a promise to myself that I will get back the momentum at work after today.

I wish you happiness…

If I cannot make you love me.

In letting you go, we are both 1 step closer to our Ms / Mr Right.

I am reorganising my life to exclude your presence, which I had painstakingly tried to include since 4 months ago.

I came to understand that it’s all in the mind.

Despite telling you what I had went through for the past week, you didn’t even seem to try to understand or care much. I knew you are not the man I am looking for.

Being in love is not just butterflies in the stomach. It is a rational choice of staying together despite the differences and challenges.

I gave you my heart to treasure, not trash it. Although I did have my shortcomings, and tantrums lately.

Saying goodbye may hurt both of us. But you afraid of hurting me, yet stayed with me and not loving me, hurts more.

Sorry that I could not make you love me more.

As what I had told you, I wish you happiness. And from here, I close the chapter.

About Me Again Again Again ;p

Ooo..

Was just surfing around and I love horoscope readings (as if I cannot understand myself? hehe) ;p

* * *

Everything happens for a reason

Was supposed to stay quiet and peaceful today.

Just thought I might go crazy keeping to myself ;p

Took leave for breather today and tomorrow. The crazy action of dropping everything in my life feels “great”. Guess it doesn’t hurt to be a little irresponsible for a while.

你不在 – 王力宏

当世界只剩下这床头灯
你那边是早晨已经出门
我侧身感到你在转身
无数陌生人正在等下一个绿灯

一再错身彼此脆弱的时分
不过渴望一个吻的余温
我关了灯黑暗把我拼吞
你不在 当我最需要爱
你却不在
无尽等待像独白般难挨

你不在 高兴还是悲哀
你都不在
我受了伤再偷偷好起来
但你不在
不在

Love Pink

Got this while at work at ION today

I love pink flowers.

I have never felt so happy and cheered up seeing flowers.

For once I feel like a normal girl again.

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Drained

I feel my life breaking down in every aspect.

I feel so tired trying to put things on track. It had been so long since I last felt this way. Feels like I’m out of control and it’s scaring me.

I hate the stress and expectations to perform at work. Wondering if this is really taking a toll on my health and well-being. Yet no one can understand my frustrations. And I can’t take long leave due to the festive season. I told myself everything will be ok after Xmas. But I wonder if I can even last that long.

I feel like a rubber band maxed out on both ends. I feel like I am expected to run full speed with life, yet all I want is just to stop and rest.

海派甜心

OMG. 好好笑!!!

LOL. My Luo Zhi Xiang!!

Wrong Time?

Sometimes I think it’s an irony.

When I am single, friends don’t usually tell me they have friends to introduce to me.

(Is it that I exude the I-Hate-All-Guys brain wave? Hahaha)

All of a sudden, now that I am “attached”, I have friends who come up to me telling me they have friends to introduce to me.

Uhh…….

Next time we try to sync the timing ok?

Don’t wait until there’s no more