Switched!

I don’t really watch dramas these days cos I find myself sleeping early.

I was catching up on local dramas since I am doing nothing at home (hahahah).

I can totally empathise with Jiang Xinyu and all of her OS. Hurhurhurhur..

丑女的悲哀就是不相信可以找到真爱..

SIGH.

Arpeggiossss

During my last vocal class, I didn’t sing a single part on the karaoke (although I worship the mic there.. hurhurhur).

My instructor made me do some technical exercises that made me almost went crazy.

Usual lesson includes the basic warm-up like this:

Out of the different vowels, I have only started on a and e. It’s this kind of notes on the keyboard that makes me go crazy, even though it’s only do re mi fa so. Cos my voice is very ‘thin’, I have problem doing the e.

But last week, no more doremifaso only. She mentioned something about arpeggios, and I really duno what that is.

I could only remember that I should practise do mi so mi do. Then she continued with do re do mi do fa do so and back do fa do mi do re do.

It’s crazy cos I really tone deaf la. It is difficult for me to vocalise DO and then SO.

Then she started on C, C#, D, D#, E. WA LAO EH.

I think my instructor is very kind to help me treat my tone-deaf-ness. LOL.

Which reminds me, I haven’t been practising. Oppsie….

Right right. I found this cute cartoon on do mi so mi do. Hurhurhur…

Chiong ah!

Video from: derrickhohonline @ youtube

这个小孩怎么这么帅!!

West side people also can have yan daos ok.. Hurhurhur….

I hope after 2 days of settling down, I can chiong chiong chiong.

Maybe it’s a period of testing if I can persuade people or not.

Of course, money matters.

为了 Ning, I will chiong chiong chiong!

LOL.

原諒我 – 蕭敬騰

請不要分了以後
還記得親吻過的承諾
妳的永久 已不屬於我
默默低頭那時我很多話梗在喉嚨
妳的笑妳的快樂
不是我愛太多想太多
我能感受 他比我適合
愛放了手 我偽裝冷漠
比妳先說分手

請原諒我
原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口
好讓妳離開我
請原諒我
好想自私將妳佔有
一個寂寞就給我承受
換妳過更好的生活

I’m Loving It!

I was out today, and saw McDonald’s ads along Orchard Road.

They are running a series of lightbox ads at the bus shelters. My eyes went “pop” when I saw the creative execution at Heeren bus shelter.

Makes me feel warm and homely. And I really want to run to the nearest outlet (and bust my diet plans). Hurhurhur.

What think you?

Lost

As I lay on my bed, I suddenly recalled my teen years.

And as I fast forward every scene I see in my mind, I suddenly saw what I had lost.

As I fast forward to the present, I realised I am already in my mid-20s.

I cannot quite see my accomplishments in work.

And there’s no one dear by my side when I fall and am vulnerable.

I cried bitterly because I cannot face the reality. I think I had lost far too much time.

Between ego and happiness, which would you choose?

I chose to love myself more. But I lost time.

猜不透 – 丁噹

猜 不透
你最近時好時壞 的沉默
我也不想去追問 太多
讓試探為彼此的心 上了鎖

猜 不透
相處會 比分開 還寂寞
兩個人都 只是得過 且過
無法感受每次 觸摸
是 真的 是 熱的

如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活

如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過

猜 不透
你最近時好時壞 的沉默
我也不想去追問 太多
讓試探為彼此的心 上了鎖

猜 不透
相處會 比分開 還寂寞
兩個人都 只是得過 且過
無法感受每次 觸摸
是 真的 是 熱的

如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活

如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過

到底這感覺誰對誰錯
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人
越是 猜 不透

我愛上的 – 叮当

眼淚 只准在 眼眶打 轉
就像海浪 抱著海岸
擁抱不等於 擁有天堂
最後 再愛我 一個晚上
地久天長 天大的謊
愛到了最後碎成碎鑽 碎成了 星光

我愛上的 是他笑起來 的 迷幻
我 愛上的 是他 比我還逞強
我愛上的 是他瞳孔裡 的 太陽
我 愛上的 是我 逃不掉的逃亡

最後 我只剩下 了 一半
身體一半 靈魂一半
永遠 找不到另外 一半
以後 難免會 想起他吧
如果 偶然 只是 偶然
為甚麼遺忘那麼難忘 那麼 那麼 難

我愛上的 是他笑起來 的 迷幻
我 愛上的 是他比我還逞強
我愛上的 是他瞳孔裡 的 太陽
我愛上的 是我 逃不掉的逃亡

我愛上的 是他笑起來 的 迷幻
我 愛上的 是他比我還逞強
我愛上的 是他瞳孔裡 的 太陽
我愛上的 是我 逃不掉的逃亡

我愛上的 是他戒不掉 的 流浪
我 愛上的 是我 逃不掉的逃亡

眼淚 只准在眼眶打轉
就像海浪 抱著海岸
擁抱不等於擁有 天堂

* * *

I thought that the lyrics were very nice:

我愛上的 是他笑起來的迷幻
我愛上的 是他比我還逞強
我愛上的 是他瞳孔裡的太陽
我愛上的 是我 逃不掉的逃亡

I like the last phrase on the MV: 堅持我的倔強， 是因為愛上你的好強…

捨得 – 鄭秀文

以為你忘了 所以選擇沉默
還記得你的手 傳來的溫柔
天剛亮了 又是一夜等候
你還有甚麼藉口 可以來哄我

看清自己的脆弱 和你的軟弱
歷經這段感情之後 我才瞭解另一個我

終於捨得 去成全 去放手
過我自己的生活
偶爾想你 的時候
就讓回憶 來陪我

終於捨得 去成全 去放手
不追問 你的感受
尊重彼此 的選擇
當你決定了 向左
我往前走

Blabbers

The more I watch The Defining Moment, the more I can relate to how Lin Kexin feels.

I am, too, perfectionist at work.

I am, too, demanding the best from myself.

I am, too, bounded by principles and what’s right/what’s wrong.

I am, too, afraid of being loved and to love.

I am, too, afraid of speaking my mind.

I am, too, guilty of saying “it’s ok” when it is not.

I am, too, guilty of not putting expressions onto my face.

So I guess I can totally relate to her pain of seeing the guy she cares for so much, to leave with another girl…

Simply ‘cos….

I’m forever doing this to myself..