The more I watch The Defining Moment, the more I can relate to how Lin Kexin feels.
I am, too, perfectionist at work.
I am, too, demanding the best from myself.
I am, too, bounded by principles and what’s right/what’s wrong.
I am, too, afraid of being loved and to love.
I am, too, afraid of speaking my mind.
I am, too, guilty of saying “it’s ok” when it is not.
I am, too, guilty of not putting expressions onto my face.
So I guess I can totally relate to her pain of seeing the guy she cares for so much, to leave with another girl…
Simply ‘cos….
I’m forever doing this to myself..