
付上一张 bery act cute 的照片.. Hahah! (Yesh, I know my bed is messy)
This is Ah Guek’s present for me!! So cute (just like me.. muhahahha)!! And it’s already sitting safely on my work desk..
I feel quite guilty cos most of the times when I am too absorbed with my own stuff, I may forget about my friends’ birthdays..
But they remembered mine!! Wa… I ish really bery gan dong..
Even my ex-mgr (in my present co) remembers!
Dinner was with my (first job’s) mgr, at Thai Express.. Then Canele (spelling??) for cake and tea..
She is so sweet that she got me a Doraemon pen!!!
Woah…… Really is thanks everyone..
Be back soon with my 26 岁的感言.. ;p
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Edited:
I dun really know why, but I seem to be happier this birthday..
I am officially “past” my mid-20s! *gasp* And I don’t have plans to settle down soon sia… I am wondering if 4 years are enough for me to develop my career, find a boyfriend, get married and have baby..
Really sound like busy bee! Hahahaha..
Anyhow, having lived past a quarter of a century, I feel that I have grown up.. I know I have matured, after reflecting my behaviour, speech and actions.. Although I still feel irritated by stupid people easily ;P
I really feel fortunate to be able to settle comfortably into an “ideal” marketing job at this age.. Which gives me a sense of job satisfaction from each counterpart of the business.. No doubt there are “better” and more “perfect” jobs out there; no doubt we are not in the high-end fashion business, I am still quite happy and comfortable with my team so far!
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So I guess no plans yet to sacrifice my job for a man I love.. ;p
And yes, I think it is the age, I have been thinking and pondering over the obscene 4 lettered word: L-O-V-E..
There are just so many people I classify them as “让我对你的思念越来越浓, 我却只能把你, 把你放在我心中”.. -_-
At times I really wondered, is it that I am too direct, is it that I am too stubborn, is it that I need “face”, bla bla bla… Of course, there were (a lot of) times I feel sad, because once you develop feelings for a friend, there is no turning back.. And if things turn sour, you risk losing this friend..
I guess there were quite a bit of friends I have lost….
But I think I have learnt.. Maybe I am right – by not being a door mat (but too many a time, I am just the tattered door mat), by not giving myself excuse to text or call a guy, by insisting that if he wants to date me out, he will call – but which may also made me lose the “friend”..
I have learnt to let it pass.. What for I need to hold on to the memories when the man is gone?? What for I hold on to my sadness when he is able to 爱情转移 so quickly??
I guess I am just a step away to become a nun.. ;p