Sleep Debt

Last Sun I woke up at 10plus, napped at 2pm to 4plus. Slept at night at 8pm.

Tues I was on MC. After going to the doc, I slept from 10am to 4pm (NON-STOP!!! OMG), and slept at 9plus at night.

I am quitting coffee cos of my bad throat.

But the sleep debt seems to be too kua zhang le ba!!

*faint*

Disillusioned Again

After 4 years of work non-stop after graduation (yes but I took 6 mths to look for my first job), I start to feel drained and disillusioned.

I start to wonder if I know how to market and promote myself. Because if I am not able to, how can I market and promote products/services?

I start to wonder if I really suit marketing roles, sadly.

Because I live, eat, breathe marketing related topics. Yet at this moment I am questioning myself if this is what I want.

Ironically, I do not have an answer.

Palm Reading

I went to the Holistic Fair with Ning yesterday (paiseh can’t make it today!).

I didn’t really try or buy a lot of things cos I stupidly never bring cash (except $15 lol), assuming NETS should be available there.

We both tried palm reading by a renowned Master. And he amazed me so much, though it was mainly him telling (or rather reminding) me my characteristics.

Dreamer, likes to dream big, either  split personality (!!!) or very intelligent, have to be leader not follower, have got taste (!!!) so jobs to do with beauty/fashion/communications suit me, if i can seize opportunities i can be very rich, naive (!!!), easily cheated by people, either cry easily or have a lousy childhood (hmm), strong 6th sense, a “cat” with 9 lifes (???), tend to get involved in love triangles, biggest challenge in life is love (!!!), master subjects easily, beware of water dangers, petty, can give advice to other people yet cannot solve own problems, blind in love (hahahha).

Walao, so impressed that I am considering to go for full reading.

Side Note: Feels so good to sleep the whole day. -_-”’

Hmm…..

I’m just a little curious..

Who would actually web search for “fatty rie”???

Karma – the cause & effect

Had a chat with my nanny’s daughter last week, interestingly, about buddhist teachings and karma.

Sometimes I wonder why some people can do certain things and get away with it.

But I guess the “seed” will grow into a “fruit” someday, sometime.

And for now, let me concentrate on my misdoings and save myself.

郭富城 – 別說

雲在天空 雷聲鬧哄哄
親愛的你 再見了
回憶的風 吹得心好痛
路在等我 第一步好難走

你沒有掉眼淚
你拿一封信交給我
小聲地對我說
別讓風把往事吹走
你越走越遠了
在烏雲密布的時候

我似乎聽見你
大聲喊著
要永遠愛我

別說 別開口
我懂你想說甚麼
回不去從前
到不了以後
我在做甚麼
別說 說再多
其實你也沒把握

那一封信裡
你只有寫著
你該回去了

回不去從前
到不了以後
我在做甚麼

郭富城 ”舞林正传” 世界巡回演唱会09

Woohoo.

I am going to see the 傳說中 450 degrees revolving stage!!!

Picture from: sistic

蔡依林 – 你快樂我內傷

來不及愛到平淡
就要告別你狂熱的糾纏
我還在享受 愛得提心吊膽
你這個人忽然再與我無關

來不及甘苦共享
我就變成你和她的負擔
你要我原諒 我無法抵抗
你卻忍不住心花怒放

你的快樂讓我內傷
表情細胞已經死亡
所以笑得比哭還難看
我的大方讓你釋放
你不用像囚犯逃亡
難道愛過我是場苦難

來不及甘苦共享
我就變成你和她的負擔
你要我原諒 我無法抵抗
你卻忍不住心花怒放

你的快樂讓我內傷
錶情細胞已經死亡
所以笑得比哭還難看
我的大方讓你釋放
你不用像囚犯逃亡
難道愛過我是場苦難

是你火中送炭 我還能怎樣

你的快樂讓我內傷
我的自尊快將死亡
只為你不肯假裝悲傷
我的大方讓你釋放
我眼看你灑脫逃亡
眼淚已在你眼中埋葬

Do~Do~Do

I am supposed to practise this…

I actually found this clip on youtube, which you need to sing low DO and a higher DO.

Do click on it to see my mission impossible.. Hehehe..

刘力扬 – 一个人就好

街 挤满了欢笑
太不适合 眼泪凑热闹
快跑 快寻找 无人的转角
不优雅时候 一个人最好
爱 说退就退潮
我松开手 回忆却没放掉
未来 不来了 地球 继续绕
躲回温暖的梦 我一个人就好

为什么 越相信谁能依靠
越换来 又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远 再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说 越踏出世界一脚
越不能 保留住天真微笑
那从今以后 我一个人过 就很好

心 很平静地跳
只是寂寞 潜伏像海啸
突然某一秒 偷袭我眼角
眼泪自己擦掉 我一个人很好

一个人就好