New! Hehe

More stocks! Hehe…

I like this tunic!

And this dress!

I am not a dress person cos of the scars on my legs.. But I like the prints! I was quite surprised at the fitting of these items actually ;p

And I was wondering how shd I mix-and-match to create different looks. I suck at this seriously. Hahaha!

Hurhurhur….. I feel my fats oozing out…..

I like this top!

I think I should jian fei la.. ahahha! Someone pull me away from Ruffles!!!

Woo, I love my Fuji cam.. Makes me look thin.. Wahahhahaa.. I like the bling bling pin I bought from Helen!

I won’t be the “Loser”

Sometimes I still get the “doubts” flooding into my mind. Then I told myself, I have got to be positive and strong.

Right, perhaps I will face being “poor” again. Perhaps I need to survive on a loaf of bread for 1 week. It’s alright.

I tell myself it’s alright, cos I know in the coming weeks, I won’t be dreading and pulling myself out of bed every morning; I won’t be waking in the middle of the night, wondering if I need to work – even on weekends – anymore.

Facing different people and different “faces”, is what we have to do while “growing up”. But somehow, some people just make me feel sick in the stomach.

How fake can some people get. To just get to the “top”. I wish u eternal happiness.

That aside, lately I kept reading about the decisions of some other people who, also, left their work in this lull period.

Saw this article on My Paper yesterday:

I hope the words are not too small. :>

My Little Project

Yes… I have been busy with this for the past 2 weeks.

Running around for purchases. Looking around for studios. Trying to find someone to help me. Bla bla…..

Doesn’t help that I am having diarrhea yesterday and today ~_~

But I am quite happy despite the fact that I feel I kena “pian” by people again. Hahaha! Nvm, I believe I will learn my lesson ;p

First launch is on this Wed, 17 Jun 09 (8pm). I hope the items are nice enough hehe.

孫燕姿 – The Moment

這一刻 回頭看見自己
這一路的風景 百感交集的我
下一刻 又將飛向哪裡
漸漸疲憊的羽翼 為你披上了勇氣

放心離開我 我會記得這一刻
那些還飛翔著 不可思議的夢
雨後的天空 會有絢爛的彩虹
像最初相信著 我們總會找到自由

這一刻 時間變成行李
越過生命悲喜 陪伴著我前進
因為你 讓我看清自己
面對未知的恐懼 腳步更加堅定

放心離開我 我會記得這一刻
那些還飛翔著 不可思議的夢
雨後的天空 會有絢爛的彩虹
像最初相信著 我會找到自由

只是遠行 不是逃避
道別是為延續回憶永恆的華麗
你 要照顧自己 不要忘記
那些燦爛過的痕跡

放心離開我 我會記得這一刻
那些還飛翔著 不可思議的夢
雨後的天空 會有絢爛的彩虹
像最初相信著 我會找到自由

Thank you note

Ever since I tendered my resignation, the encouragement and support from friends were so overwhelming (I think la).

I seriously appreciate the encouragement very much.

I am wondering what will happen when I finally disclose this to business partners… Hmmm.. I hope there will be “good response”. Hurhur…

Surprisingly, had been quite busy these few days. But seeing something that is going to happen soon, I feel happy.

I hope it can take off very well, cos it’s something I had dreamt of when I am in my teens.

; )

Acceptance

My resignation is finally accepted.

*smells freedom*

At the same time, having talks with division GM and Executive Director make me go through emo rollercoaster, as I sat in the room I was once interviewed in.

Oh.

I never realised I was as capable as they have described.

Adding to my comfort, we realised one of the “upcoming” models came as best seller in the category of hundreds of models.

It’s the 2nd time this happened, and I am starting to believe it’s more than sheer luck.

Thanks the Almighty One. I’ve been really lucky.

Plasticky Fake

If you like to speak (about untrue stuff) behind my back, do not let me find that out.

Some people are just so fake that it sends shivers down my spine.