Just watched The Proposal.
Almost teared towards the end, as Sandra Bullock “explained” why she had been single for a long time.
Just what I had been wondering abt.
Is it because we are used to it, it’s easier for us to handle, or simply cos we’re afraid of heartbreaks?
我努力的習慣 一個人的夜晚
只是想起你 就會孤單
回憶像一碗熱湯 想念那麼滾燙
只想要取暖 卻狠狠被燙傷
以為幸福 值得勇敢
可惜 最後還是走散
放手 說真的不難
心碎 該怎麼計算
要搬過幾個地方
換幾個伴 才到對的人身旁
寂寞的房 燈光別開得太亮
到夜晚更無處躲藏
要搬到甚麼地方
有誰陪伴 才決定停止流浪
寂寞的房 裝滿出租的渴望
太冰冷的墻 愛永遠沒有回答
我倒在沙發上 閉上眼更害怕
只剩下電視陪著我說話
你有沒有聽到 門鈴好像在響
要搬過幾個地方
換幾個伴 才到對的人身旁
寂寞的房 燈光別開得太亮
到夜晚更無處躲藏
要搬到甚麼地方
有誰陪伴 才決定停止流浪
寂寞的房 裝滿出租的渴望
太冰冷的墻 愛永遠沒有回答
畫面不動了 情歌不唱了
愛情的重播鍵明明一直按著
什麼原因讓時間停了
在傷心的鏡頭被停格
電梯不動了 愛也停止了
可是墜落的感覺怎麼還在呢
熱鬧的街道還在狂歡著
為何我卻孤單飄浮著
無重力騰空
慢慢跌入無盡的黑洞
沒知覺的傷痛
飄蕩的心 卻摔得更重
我愛你 你愛我
是不是 還不夠
我不懂 為什麼
付出的全落空
無重力 愛墜落
粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手
還能抓住什麼
我愛你 你愛我
算不算 是承諾
全世界 都沉默
沒聲音的嘶吼
無重力 愛墜落
最緩慢的折磨
只剩遍體鱗傷的我
撐到最後
Fell in love with this MV over some drinks yesterday.
Lee Dae Hae is so pretty!
沒有表情一個人坐著
等著一個安慰的理由
但你沒有……
她不是始作俑者
缺席的你 罪惡的問候
用沉默代替解脫
迷失在你的話語
用微笑告別以後
這一刻後 彼此要擦身而過
放下一切讓你走
就這樣不再聯絡
想起你電話來時的錶情
想起從前愛你的聲音
想起總是微微笑的你
想起從前愛你的調皮
想起如果沒有遇見你
想起從前愛你的甜言蜜語
面對著自己 背對離去的你
我已失去
多年後時間不再緊湊
你我的以後也不再拼湊
愛情始作俑者不是誰
沒有誰錯又誰對
不再害怕面對
面對著自己背對離去的你
選擇放棄
Other than the blogshop, I am currently doing something else..
That lingers between the boundary of “black” and “white”.
Because I was a marketing student, and having read so many marketing related books, I am not a believer of spam mail.
I believe in “ethics” as we market and sell a product.
I sort of cannot believe there are still people who are in the “old school” days of marketing – to hide avoid not highlight about the flaws of the product.
Everytime I go to work, I am overwhelmed by the feeling of guilt, because I know THIS is not correct.
And I just had to tell myself “I need the cash“.
I am just wondering, as the lines of black & white blur into grey, will I stick to my principles, or grit my teeth and go through days like this?
下雨了 站在玻璃門裡頭
並沒有總是掛念著我
你帶著雨傘來接我
夜晚了 只剩老闆跟我
像從前你抽著烟 皺眉頭
不知怎麼安撫 太任性的我
本來不 覺得你特別疼我
直到你 不再疼愛我
以後 已經過去
雨傘和雨衣 不會再庇護我
本來不 覺得你特別疼我
直到你 不再疼我
以後 來不及了
手寫的留言對象 已經不會是我
停雨了 不必再躲雨了
已經過 了該打烊的時候
還是不太想走
太晚了 只能坐計程車
為甚麼 想念著摩托車
常常會 半路熄火 的後座
本來不 覺得你特別疼我
直到你 放棄愛我以後
已經過去
雨傘和雨衣 不會再庇護我
本來不 覺得你特別疼我
直到你 不再疼我
以後 來不及了
長長的 簡訊對象 已經不會是我
走在濕漉漉紅磚道上
沿著導盲磚試著假裝
的確有點睏難
也許我就這樣走路回家
反正你不再在乎幾點
該幾點回到家
本來不 覺得你特別疼我
直到你 再也不疼我以後
已經過去
雨傘和雨衣 不會再保護我
本來不 覺得你特別疼我
直到你 放棄愛我以後
來不及了
對不起 長大太慢
害你遺失了我
抱歉 讓你白費了 這麼多
I used to like baking / cooking when I was much younger.
When I was dieting, I remembered I used to bring simple lunch to school everyday.
I tried before pasta, fried rice, tamago (the thick japanese omelete), sushi, simple stir-fried dishes, tiramisu, countless cheesecakes, cookies, bla bla bla.
I gave up on baking many years back ever since 1 incident. If I say that this is the reason why I stopped baking, I guess I am being unfair. (Maybe I am too lazy, hahaha)
But I guess you just imagine – doing a cheesecake is not easy. Ok, maybe the mixture for the “cake” is quite easy, but doing the crust is pain~
And you just thought of giving the cheesecake to someone, to which was replied, “heng ah, if not I will kena food poisoning”, when I didn’t manage to see that person.
It may be just a joke. But during that point of time, it hurts. And I swallowed the WHOLE TIN of cheesecake (8 inch tin I think) on my own and stopped baking thereafter.
Now that I am free….. I was just wondering if I should pick up baking again ;P
P.S.: Sometimes I even wonder if that person will ever feel guilty, having had “inflicted” so much hurt on me that I reject falling in love and to cook for another guy again.
I am quite upset with the studio.
The previous “photographer” left and they found someone else. But he didn’t seemed to be an experienced “photographer”. Seems more like an amateur picking up skills.
First, I had to pose and SMILE for quite long before he took the picture. Because the wait time was quite long, there were quite a bit of the pics taken with me blinking my eyes – waste time and effort, cos I really hate to pose.
Then, I pointed out that the space between the head and feet was not enough. The cut off seems to be just above the head and just below the shoes! So the owner said there will be some space after uploading into the computer.
FINE.
When I came back to see the pics on the computer, there were pictures BLURRED! Seems like out of focus that kind of blur. And the lighting was DARK. And there was not much space between the hairline and the feet!!!!!
WALAOEH.
Quite is understatement. Given that they charge me for their “service”. I am damn pissed.
Ok I am back.
I meant, back with all the negativities ;p
I always get a little frustrated/irritated with all the @(#*$%#&*%^&*Q#(* people around.
Makes me wonder why are they so selfish?
Anyways, yesterday turn-out was not that great. But seeing some girls who have read abt it on my blogshop makes me feel happy.
Dunch know why, but I like to see my customers.. Waaahaha..
Damn random but I need to do the following:
1. Revamp my wardrobe
2. Clear the clutters and mess in my room (u just dun know how these stocks can take up space ;p)
3. Get a part time job
4. Get my ass out to ION (hahaha)
5. Decide if I shd travel alone
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