The Fatty Rie [我要變美女.. 很美的那種.. *OINK*]

October 31, 2009

Workaholic no more

Filed under: Uncategorized — by efatrie @ 12:36 pm

Managed to leave work at 2am this morning. LOL.

Initial Friday plan was to meet the bf for dimsum at Sunshine Plaza!

But it is not unusual for ppl to work late in my present co.

It was quite funny to see how the girls (yes, i work in a female dominated office environment ;p) will need to answer the phone calls late at night, saying “i am still working”.

Sometimes I feel like I am stuck. Like it’s not that we want to work late, but we have deadlines (that we really cannot miss, else we are literally dead) to meet so badly and so rush that…. We just have to work late.

I feel that having supportive bfs or friends or family really does help.

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Oh…

I received an email yesterday that left me with a blank look staring at the monitor.

So I work for a company that has retail stores.

One of the staff that I do liaise (not so frequently) with, emailed me asking when am I usually off on, and if I wanted to go out together, and if I have any msn.

I am quite used to these things happening to me.

So perhaps I was quite skeptical. Which later I realised he is married with a little kid.

OH.

I think I think too much lo. LOL!

October 28, 2009

Just Being Random Again

Filed under: Uncategorized — by efatrie @ 10:37 pm

Although the bf is sweet to pick me up from work.

But I think he doesn’t understand that it is really not my choice to put in long hours at work.

Our dialogue would be him getting ‘upset’ over me not getting enough rest. And me telling him, its not my choice!

LOL ;p

Anyway, I was very into this song by Khalil Fong lately.

It’s amazing to happen to hear it by the original singer in the bf’s car tonight.

It’s late in the evening; she’s wondering what clothes to wear.
She puts on her make-up and brushes her long blonde hair.
And then she asks me, “Do I look all right?”
And I say, “Yes, you look wonderful tonight.”

We go to a party and everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady that’s walking around with me.
And then she asks me, “Do you feel all right?”
And I say, “Yes, I feel wonderful tonight.”

I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes.
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don’t realize how much I love you.

It’s time to go home now and I’ve got an aching head,
So I give her the car keys and she helps me to bed.
And then I tell her, as I turn out the light,
I say, “My darling, you were wonderful tonight.
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight.”

October 24, 2009

Love Happens

Filed under: Movies I Watched — by efatrie @ 5:51 am

Watched this, and I thought it was quite nice!

And as cliche as it sounds, love happens.

October 21, 2009

Mayday

Filed under: Uncategorized — by efatrie @ 11:00 pm

人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了
你已經決定了 你已經決定了

你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割

你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼

這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著

你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了
然後才後悔著

你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了

你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻
重新開始活著

October 18, 2009

m u s i c a n d l y r i c s

Filed under: Uncategorized — by efatrie @ 5:39 pm

I was looking through YouTube for those movie trailers.

Then I realised I missed out on Music and Lyrics when it was out the other time, cos of some stupid reasons.

Wa I think maybe I could get the discs or something.

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need ‘em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

如果我說愛我沒有如果

Filed under: Relationships, Songs I Like — by efatrie @ 1:53 pm

Late last year and early this year, I was “troubled” by some confused feelings inside of me.

Which was when I put up the song 沒有如果.

I was feeling oh-my-god-it-is-so-damn-true over

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口 那愛是不是有一點弱

如果我說愛沒有如果 真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼 快牽起我的手

Lately, I sort of had this “confirmation” that the feelings might be correct.
No, I didn’t confide in anyone else about this. Cos I don’t think it is going to take me anywhere.

But I dun understand why he didn’t try harder at that time? I really like guys who are confident in taking charge when I already give the green light. And I really like guys to feel they have “accomplished” something when they do the proactive chasing.

Or maybe it was that sentence I said, that pushed him away.

Just like if I ask, do you like me. Probably he would say, yes I like you as a friend. And perhaps I would smile and say, yes we are BFF!!

But still, I am glad nothing happened at that time. Because now I know that the feelings I had were never enough to develop into something romantic.

Yes, we will always be BFF. Not because I lack the courage.

Because I know we are not made for each other : )

October 17, 2009

I Love to Ramble

Filed under: Uncategorized — by efatrie @ 12:39 pm

Crazy speed at work makes me a little tired so I turned to coffee again.

LOL.

Sometimes when there are tons of stuff for me to work on, I feel happy cos I feel like I am finally working out my brain.

;p

But there are also times when I miss out on stuff that I need to revert.

: (

Wondering if this is the norm, as I had just passed my 1st month of work. LOL.

And I think I am so stressed that I had dinner, yet still feel hungry near midnight (yes there were times when I work till 10pm).

October 11, 2009

Have I Found the Antique Vase?

Filed under: Relationships — by efatrie @ 6:37 pm

Lately I’ve been going to-and-fro to-and-fro far too many times, which makes me feel bad.
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偏见 – 蔡依林

Filed under: Songs I Like — by efatrie @ 12:47 pm

Came across this song as I was surfing YouTube while waiting for my hair to dry yesterday night.

The original song was by Gigi Leung, but I like Jolin’s version better ;p

Although my vocal instructor used to tell me that Jolin always sang without much emotions ;p


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October 10, 2009

我陪你哭 – 萧亚轩

Filed under: Songs I Like — by efatrie @ 8:41 am

Elva Elva!!!

你的倔强
像孩子一样
没人愿意先放
让爱打包装箱

假装坚强
假装阳光
伤人的真相
无法隐藏
也无法埋葬

太多借口
是能快乐多久
不该让爱残留
也许爱 就消失成寂寞
我陪你哭
谁能用眼泪换来幸福
剧情落幕
忘记你和她拥抱的温度
谁不在乎
不要委屈你要的幸福
给彼此祝福
完美的谢幕

越麻木越痛苦
越清醒越无助
嫉妒 冲突
沉默 孤独
我们不如就认输

我陪你哭
谁能用眼泪换来幸福
剧情落幕
忘记你和她拥抱的温度
谁不在乎
不要委屈你要的幸福
给彼此祝福
就让我陪你哭

痛的领悟
不想走到了最后才清楚
不是结束
把爱放在内心的深处
我会陪你哭
最后的礼物

我会陪你哭

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